Difficult

It's been a difficult week. Actually it has probably been the most difficult week of my life.

I experienced grief like never before. Uncontrollable emotions which left me numb. After three days of self-indulgent tears I went home to help and be with loved ones. Such special people.

It's amazing how sudden death brings remarkable resilience and love. We shared happy lucid moments followed by horrendous feelings of loss. All in the beautiful Portuguese heat.

Enough said. It's not really blogging material, but I know my dear, dear friends will pull through this. With love to them all and their beautiful daddy.